// I don’t understand//
Why I’m so worthless. Undeserving. Why is everyone else in on it. I feel inherently worthless. Like maybe I’m just one of the ones who were actually made worthless.
I can’t figure it out. Why they look at me like that. Why don’t my feelings matter. Why am I so easily disregarded. Why is it ok to dismiss me. My family started the pattern. It stumped me then. They aren’t the only ones. I feel so isolated with no where to go. Why am I such a reject alone with my pain. Can I just disappear?